2015 & My dreams
All is about maturity
Today, I feel like to write out something...
I had delete posts that are not so good such as menimbulkan riak, why to show off everything?
Allah swt bila-bila masa sahaja boleh mengambil apa yang kita ada...
and post about hating someone...hmm, dunno yet when to delete but I'm sure one day I will delete the childish posts...
It's all about recently, I always dreaming, bermimpi about someone...
My ex and his wife...I asked my friends especially who is good in religion
and they said 'sudah-sudahlah Mafe, maybe Allah dah bagi hint untuk menerima dan berbaik..'
Start from that, I just ignore and sometimes I start to think...
Last I dreamed about them was they brought their kid showing to me and my family...then I called myself, kakak...???
I'm not sure about about dreams..some people say mimpi means terbalik, some people say mimpi itu mainan tidur and whatever...
Does it means Allah tries to show me something or else?
That's why I ever asked some of my friends who is good in religion...
Even though I know about them, their story and even worst which I think his wife tried to be me, or 'accidentally' try to be me with her smiley teeth, having the same ring (if I'm not mistaken), and I feel all is fake from her..and how she tried to pretend everything in front of him, her husband?Just have ur own identity!and I believe, my ex know me well and her wife...he knows how to differ...or else, whatever...
Life has to go on..
All is about maturity
Today, I feel like to write out something...
I had delete posts that are not so good such as menimbulkan riak, why to show off everything?
Allah swt bila-bila masa sahaja boleh mengambil apa yang kita ada...
and post about hating someone...hmm, dunno yet when to delete but I'm sure one day I will delete the childish posts...
It's all about recently, I always dreaming, bermimpi about someone...
My ex and his wife...I asked my friends especially who is good in religion
and they said 'sudah-sudahlah Mafe, maybe Allah dah bagi hint untuk menerima dan berbaik..'
Start from that, I just ignore and sometimes I start to think...
Last I dreamed about them was they brought their kid showing to me and my family...then I called myself, kakak...???
I'm not sure about about dreams..some people say mimpi means terbalik, some people say mimpi itu mainan tidur and whatever...
Does it means Allah tries to show me something or else?
That's why I ever asked some of my friends who is good in religion...
Even though I know about them, their story and even worst which I think his wife tried to be me, or 'accidentally' try to be me with her smiley teeth, having the same ring (if I'm not mistaken), and I feel all is fake from her..and how she tried to pretend everything in front of him, her husband?Just have ur own identity!and I believe, my ex know me well and her wife...he knows how to differ...or else, whatever...
Life has to go on..
See the truth...smiley face?
but, during that time we met I thought she such a lovely girl and her idea to meet was brilliant because I don't know that she didn't mention to my ex yet...and then she send the photo, my ex was so surprise!Me too, dude...
*Couldn't believe I still got the photos...Danish was 1 year ++ and Haziq was 4 years old..we met at Parkson, Terminal One, Seremban..
I believe she is a good lady..because when I met her we talked and chit chat like usual, no pretending...like know each other before...but I believe sometimes Allah tested us right?Maybe I did a mistake too, I shouldn't tell about the past to her but I believe her 100% and why she back-stabbed me?
That's why I write out here, 'Maturity'..maybe during that time, I believe I was not mature yet, not me but she too...
So now, I also believe THERE MUST BE A REASON FOR ANYTHING HAPPENS- WHY, WHY AND WHY?
I hope all the reason is just only for Allah swt and positive matter...
Amin, Insyaallah...
